Dear Life... What Do You Want Me To Do?

So, I see life didn't go as planned. At all. Life used to be so free. As in you thought that maybe you could do anything. But I mean you were a kid back then. Now you're in college. You failed your first year, so you had to go to a community college right next door to the regular college where your friends are. You're lucky they had a program where you could still live in the dorms. WHAT? you have to walk to class every Monday and Tuesday... that sounds fantastic. The rest are online. You're gonna be responsible. You're smart. You can do anything... lol well I guess not. I failed every class this semester. EVERY. SINGLE. ONE. I did not do a single thing...

But do you know what happened? I realized that wholeheartedly I was not meant for this. Not meant for school. Not meant to learn things I don't care about. Not meant for a 9 to 5 at all. And, after having a literal meltdown in my dad's car. I realized that there are other ways. That I might not be the only one feeling like jumping off a literal cliff.

So here I am. Hi, my name is Alexus. I want to achieve freedom (time, financial, location). But so does everyone else Alexus. Then why not do it together? This blog is not only going to be my journey. But hopefully builds a community of people just like me. Who want better for themselves. For their families. And, who plans on doing just that.

I can't see myself staying in college until Graduation. I'm living in a dorm right now. I'm 20 years old. I have to go tell my family that I failed my classes this semester...

So let's change that.